Tuesday, January 10, 2006

I Hate My Job, I Have No Boyfriend, and I Think I Am Fat Too.

I realize that in the grand scheme of things, I have a good life. But I do think that if I want to have a bad day, I should be able to have a bad day. I hardly wax on about how life sucks and I NEVER say that I have it worse than anyone else. Misery should not be a competition. But I do think that if I want to have a bad day, I can have one. And I think that other people should let me have a bad day.

I want a bad day today. I want to cry and I want to think that everything sucks. Today, I don’t want my full-time job. Today, I do not want to be cheered up or told to think about the bigger picture. I want to think about my small little world and be a little sad for myself. I want it to be today, because it’ll pass tomorrow.

1 comment:

Murph said...

aw, have a drink with me...I've been feeling down too. I have no motivation and I hate my life. I think I'm fat and my jeans hurt my waist, so it's true. My dogs are confined and confused and I wish I was in Ohio.