Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Bleh

I have a class. I should like it more. It's a seminar class. We talk. About stuff that I feel stupid about. When I do talk, I stumble over words and I feel stupid. I feel like everyone thinks I am stupid. I really worry that one person in particular thinks I am really stupid.

I suppose it's not that I feel stupid, it's that I don't really care. I mean I do, but not as much as maybe I should. And, yes, I feel kind of stupid. Probably because I just can't make myself sound intelligent at all.

Getting a Ph.D. does not make me feel smarter.

3 comments:

Murph said...

go fight win

Meg said...

Yeah, I will. Thursday is another day. I just feel like I kick so much more ass in my other class.

Murph said...

i feel dumber most days, too.